I came inside after being in the island sun for a good hour or so, looked at myself in the mirror, and thought I’m the darkest I’ve ever been. And this came outta that…
Darkest I’ve ever been.
Sometimes you get under my skin,
And I can’t pretend that
Cause really I’m in the negatives.
Swore I could get over this
Be alright, and okay with this,
But sometimes I get stuck in that fantasy,
You and me
Nothing in between.
I’m putting my hands up and
Surrendering those dreams cause
I’d rather see you at your best than
Push you, and put God to the test.
I don’t know what I’m doing.
But He sure does, and He’s
Held my hand through alla the good times,
Things I thought I couldn’t live without,
That seed of worry that grew into a plant of doubt,
And here I am. And there you are.
“We were so close, yet so far.”
But really, we’re right where we need to be.
I thank God I still got you.
I thank God you still got me.